sorry for lack of posting...too submerged in crap

i've been having these weird opportunities to turn down jobs as of late...which is a blessing in more than one way, because it has helped me realize that I no longer want to work in customer service/retail...or marketing...or insurance firms. I made the decision that I'd rather look for something more meaningful (community-based programs) rather than something that leaves me feeling like I've contributed nothing to the world at large. and sometimes, I just need to be patient and wait...

and in other news, I hate studying.