the "zsa zsa zsu"

"zsa zsa zsu"
defined by carrie bradshaw (SATC) as the "butterflies"; that funny feeling you get between your chest and your tummy when you're with someone who just makes you nervous all over...=)

i haven't felt that way in so long...but maybe the remembrance of it is enough to last. when i get the zsa zsa zsu's, i get so nervous and choked up that i literally kinda want to puke. (I know that sounds nasty...but...I can't help it!) I would then have to proceed to walking around...and around...until my "convulsions" stop. I still remember bumping into a friend the last time that happened...making her go: "elaine...elaine...are you OK?". Yep, I had it bad. (in the words of usher, haha!)

that inexplicable anxiety...the red cheeks...the stammering...the constant "no, i'm ok! REALLY!" (while choking a little)...it's funny too...i never used to be like this until recent years. i get all jittery, awaiting something that will calm me down...where i would settle and be at ease...
for me to feel the zsa zsa zsu and the calming effect (i call it my *unagi* moment), is rare and nearly unseen. takes someone awfully special to perpetuate that in me=)

haha...speaking of blushing and wanting to puke...have i ever told ya'll my "prof stalking" story?