prayer of sanctification

father god, high above the heavens and the earth,
only You know how broken and dishevelled I am..
how i work day and night for approval...but only approval in man's eyes and not Yours.
father god, you know me...you know every time my heart is broken, every time I have nowhere to run to. you know my every sin, and yet you still love me.
father god, you know that i'm finding difficulty surrendering this part of my life to You - the stigma just overwhelms me - I always let failure destroy my self worth.
and so...with the weakness of my own arms, I try to lift this burden up to You. but father, the burden is also crashing down on me....and so every day I struggle to hand it over to You...I wrestle with You...wanting to take the burden myself. father god, in this hour..I commit to continually trying to lift up these hurts to You...even though I keep falling down on my knees in pain. i am so flawed, father...but for your grace...I would be nothing.