yesterday is a wrinkle on your forehead

i didn't know what to use for a title...and i was playing the song.=)

i'm still going through a stage of mourning...I have realized that this is what's happening...a death within me. Death doesn't necessarily mean that I need to move on right away...that the next stage needs to begin. I can take my time, and simply be angry, frustrated, and sad. I can take my time in crying, in learning how to breathe again.

"I find peace when I'm confused...I find hope when I'm let down."

And so I announce my own death. And now is the time to mourn, to feel pessimistic...but alas this time too will pass.

sidenote: i watched "the way we were" today...so good. for once, a realistic love story.