total state of randomness

I've been having trouble writing these days, largely because of busyness and not having my head screwed on properly. The last week has been pretty monumental - finishing the video project, finishing the video project, finishing the video project...hahaha=) I won't discuss it much on this blog...and no, I won't be making it available on youtube...but if you want to know more, feel free to ask me personally!

I got to thinking today about the way that things pan out in life...it's usually not one of dramatic conversion...but rather, you find out inch by inch what happens and where you want to be. over the years, you accumulate interests and passions...and then comes a time, when you're perhaps in a reflective mood, that you realize: "hey, this is what I want to do...and I kinda really love it".

I was telling a friend today about the feeling of being "at home" when I'm doing volunteer work (whether that's with our advocacy group (SoJ) or with Pivot). there's a sense of community and immediacy...I think when you share a common vision for a better future, that bond becomes so powerful that you've already set a foundation for your friendship. It's pretty exciting thinking about the future and where this path might lead...having people recommend certain law schools to me really pushed me to realize that those choices are actually at arms reach! (perhaps really wide arms...but still)

I think I've found a niche...but I'm still praying for God's guidance in all of this...little by little, I think He's showing me what it means to be a child of God, and that is all I'll ever need.